After three boys you would think I would be super keen to meet our little girl that we have on the way. I have been having mild patterns of contractions on and off for a few days. Every time they start up all I can think of is "I'm not ready, please don't let me be in labour. I'm not ready to go through that again."
My labours have been 2.5hrs (induced), 2hrs (natural) and 2.5hrs(induced). So I seem to get an easier time of it than most women. I think my anxiety stems from Ds#2 being delivered by ambulance bearers in a corridoor at the hospital and Ds#3 being posterior and weighing 4.86kgs at birth.
I'm looking for some suggestions so I can relax and let my body do what it is meant to. I believe if I keep on freaking myself out I won't go into labour naturally because of feeling so tense.
Any advice would be greatly appreciated.