Wow everyone looks so pretty on their wedding day

I must say though whilst it was a lovely day I have zero desire to ever do it again!
Tweedy I am the opposite of you the whole day was a big blur! It was the day after to be honest there was so much happening. And we did not have a huge wedding there were 70 guests (Thankfully all my family live overseas!)
Meljas - your flowers were so lovely as well, I think that is what my sister wanted for her bouquet sadly that is not what the florist has given her and she is too chicken to say anything!
Ali - that sounds promising for your friend I hope she has the baby by the end of the weekend

Blondie - I had just turned 20 when I got married so I guess I was young! I have aged lots since having kids I looked at the photos of when I had Kaidyn I looked so much younger than now! Guess it is the stress of having two boys in my life!
Sharon - I hope the pool situation sorts itself out soon. It is so stressful when your child loses all confidence. Kaidyn was doing soccer last year and we had to stop as he burst into tears every time he had to kick the ball I think he had performance anxiety as unfortunately he has inherited the terrible trait of perfectionism from mummy. To be honest I have been surprised how well he has taken to school.
I think that is the best I can do with personals sorry I have had a rubbish week, Cassi you suggested that I might be feeling that the world is caving in on me I think you are right.
I swear I am going to write a soap opera! Since the last time I wrote the person with the marriage split has lost the baby that was Wednesday's crisis that was so so hard for me little bit close to the nerve, then another friend started spotting at 15 wks so had to rush over to get her to the doctor her baby is ok.My aunt has been diagnosed with breast cancer, just as my grandmother has finished chemo for the same thing.
After that and a few other things I decided the best thing to do for the rest of the day was to turn my phone off we went to the shops only to walk into one of the mums from playgroup puffy eyed and purchasing flowers one of the other mothers 6 month old passed away this morning. Emotionally I think I am at the limit.
But always trying to find the silver lining I feel so lucky that I have two beautiful and healthy kids and a lovely hubby.
Anyways after the abnormal pap smear last August and the recent run of breast cancer in the family I have booked into see the Dr on monday to book an iron infusion as the anaemia is still bad and to have the ovarian cancer screening test (My grandmother also had that when she was 45) Then I think I might flush my mobile and go on a long holiday!
On a brighter note Niamh has exploded with words at the moment over the last week she has started putting words together and nattering away to herself it is so sweet. OH and the trip to the dentist was heaps cheaper than I thought it was going to be! And he reckons I can get a fix for my teeth grinding at night (don't know why I would do that lead such a calm life!!!)
Sorry to be a downer in the thread - but I am figuring that next week will be a better one! The one after even better as I have a day off on the weekend!!!
Oh and I did not throw my flowers either mine were silk as I was supposed to get married in Ireland (another long story which will feature in the soap opera!) and the photo below shows my surprise 1st anniversary present from hubby

He got the bridesmaids put in there too as he did not know what to do with them. This thing is huge! When we went to pick it up we could barely fit it into the car!