Slightly disappointed

Hi all,

Well well well I am a very silly girl. Last Friday when I was out shopping I happened to stumble across a chemist...It was as if this chemist was calling me in to buy a pregnancy test "Clare,Clare Clare" over and over and over, so I did as I was told and bought the test...BIG MISTAKE!

I went to the public toilet so excited and full of hope that I was going to have a positive reading, so excited that I couldn't even wait until I got home to do it and then BAM there it was staring me in the face... negative.
The tears welled in my eyes I texted hubby, feeling like a big fat failure, I was so sure it worked, I made my way home crying hysterically.

On Tuesday night I decided to do another test thinking this time it will be positive I just tested way too early on Friday....yet again another negative!

I woke on Wednesday morning and found my monthly cycle had begun, so now it is confirmed my silly hope of becoming a mother on my first month of trying has been shattered! Fingers crossed for this month.

Until next time,
Clare