Posted by ojaaynme, 21/06/2012, 05:22 PM
Hi all,
Well well well I am a very silly girl. Last Friday when I was out shopping I happened to stumble across a chemist...It was as if this chemist was calling me in to buy a pregnancy test "Clare,Clare Clare" over and over and over, so I did as I was told and bought the test...BIG MISTAKE!
I went to the public toilet so excited and full of hope that I was going to have a positive reading, so excited that I couldn't even wait until I got home to do it and then BAM there it was staring me in the face... negative.
The tears welled in my eyes I texted hubby, feeling like a big fat failure, I was so sure it worked, I made my way home crying hysterically.
On Tuesday night I decided to do another test thinking this time it will be positive I just tested way too early on Friday....yet again another negative!
I woke on Wednesday morning and found my monthly cycle had begun, so now it is confirmed my silly hope of becoming a mother on my first month of trying has been shattered! Fingers crossed for this month.
Until next time,
Clare
Posted by ojaaynme, 09/06/2012, 07:12 PM
Hi all,
According to my ovulation calendar I am currently "fertile", last night hubby and I decided to try to start conceiving.
I woke up this morning wondering did it happen? Could it be possible I have a little human inside of me. I told hubby, and his response was "no you don't have morning sickness"....hmmm mere male, I explained to him that it will be some weeks before we know if it worked or not - although the suspense is absolutely killing me.
I will be so sad if it hasn't worked, BUT if it has I will be nervous as well as there is definitely no turning back.
I don't know how I am going to go over the next few weeks wondering if it is....
Until next time,
Clare
Posted by ojaaynme, 28/05/2012, 06:13 PM
Well, this morning I went to see my local GP to get my whooping cough and tetanus vaccination and boy was it a drama. I have a huge phobia in life and that phobia is needles, I can't stand them! I was hyper ventilating and begging the nurse who was doing the injection to hurry up and get it out of my arm, I was crying and sweating ... all that drama over a tiny little 10 second jab
Well now I am home and it has been several hours, my arm is fine but I am feeling extremely tired and quite nauseus...I think it will be an early one for me tonight.
Have you had your vaccination and did it make you feel as ill as what it has made me feel???
Until next time,
Clare
Posted by ojaaynme, 26/05/2012, 06:24 PM
Hi all,
I think I should start by introducing myself, my name is Clare, I am a happily married 30 (soon to be 31) year old. I have been married for two years and work full time.
My husband and I have decided to start a family as I am overly clucky and he feels he is at the stage in his life too where he would like to become a father.
I have just finished taking the "pill" last week and thought I would share our hopefully joyous journey with you.
I have made long lists of both boys and girls names that I love and have even purchased a pram - I hope I am not jinxing myself.
Stay posted!
Until next time Clare
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