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#1 TRR

Posted 21 March 2017 - 01:00 PM

πŸ’™πŸŒŸπŸ’™Heavenly First Birthday Jensen Doyle 18.3.2016  πŸ’™πŸ’™

Heaven sent & I felt truly blessed to be expecting our new edition only to have him taken away πŸ’”

Our beautiful baby boy slipped away on 16.3.2016 & was born in 18.3.2016. A perfectly formed little boy. He was very long & the midwife said he would of had daddy's big man hands & was going to be tall like his brothers. He looked just like two of his other brothers, spitting image.

We are still trying to come to terms that this has happened again to us. I've only now been able to get Jensens test results & they have all come back normal. Again we have no ansewers & the words "  this just sometimes happens "

With all of the emotions still running wild through me,I still have so many un answered questions.
Why did you treat me like this just because I was " hi risk "
Why was my blood pressure never taken in visits until I new something wasn't right.
I was never given my pregnancy card because " I'm not sure you need this yet" is what I was told baby my OB
When I rang the OBs office on the Thursday I told by the nurse something was wrong I had swelling in my feet & headaches, " you can't get PE before 20 weeks just rest & see how you go "
Friday I went in I needed to know baby was ok & I still had swelling & headache, my blood pressure was 179/95 ( first time blood pressure was taken)  checked on baby's  heat beat & it was was fine ( was it me or was the OB looking at his heart beat a little longer than normal or was I just being crazy) hubby said OB would have told you if something didn't seem right. I was put in bed rest & told to come back on Wednesday.
Wednesday check baby first " im sorry there's no heat beat "
Was sent for a big scan to confirm no heat beat. Scan also confirmed everything looked normal , fluid, size of baby ect
Why !!! & What went so so wrong between 12 weeks & 16.5 weeks !!! We will never know πŸ˜ͺ
All of my bloods & 6 week & 12 weeks & scans came back completely normal I was told to go & celebrate baby was looking fantastic & we did. I did everything right. You can't at times thinking of blaming yourself. I know thats wrong but it hurts so so much.
We are blessed with a beautiful family & with that & im truly great full but there's always what may have been with our baby boys who they would have been & how they would have completed our family.

I think everday of our two beautiful baby boys, I have a little smile at times thinking that they are together playing in Gods garden. My husbands said he copes with our new loss by thinking that God took Jensen so Vallon had a brother in heaven to play with just like we have the brothers & sisters here together looking after each other , such a lovely thought.

#2 Glittery Fairy

Posted 21 March 2017 - 02:21 PM

I couldn't read and not reply, im so very sorry for your loss, I can't even begin to imagine what you and your family are going thru. Big hugs xo

#3 Grape Jelly

Posted 21 March 2017 - 02:45 PM

I am so so sorry for your unimaginable loss. x

#4 Anon100

Posted 21 March 2017 - 03:48 PM

So sorry for your pain.

#5 Eggg

Posted 21 March 2017 - 04:19 PM

I am so sorry :bighug:

#6 Silver Girl

Posted 21 March 2017 - 07:11 PM

Thinking of you as you remember your precious, beautiful boys. Go gently today.

#7 flyingfree

Posted 22 March 2017 - 09:07 AM

T my heart breaks for you reading this, this shouldn't of happened a second time for you.
I hope the day was peaceful remembering your precious boy
Thank you for sharing your story if your beautiful Jensen and please remember I here if you would like to talk I am only a pm away
Mandy πŸ’™




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